Showing posts with label narcissism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label narcissism. Show all posts

Thursday, 23 August 2018

Volunteering

What does volunteering mean to you? Volunteering to me means offering your time and services for a greater cause without any selfish agenda or motive from a genuine place, not expecting anything back. Felt extremely grateful Sree Maa Shri Ji offered us the opportunity to volunteer to take the great work that Kosmic Fusion offers to more people. To be able to witness other souls being touched so profoundly by the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is such a blessing and so humbling.

In volunteering for Kosmic Fusion, being the non-doer was key. Stepping back and letting the ALL-KNOWING Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, this most precious Swaminarayan Mahamantra shared boundlessly by Sree Maa Shri Ji with humanity, do the work.

Might i add that we have always been given utmost freedom to volunteer: it was based on Trust. Sree Maa Shri Ji trusted us to come from authenticity, honesty, integrity and transparency as these were the key principles that Sree Maa Shri Ji held very high and lived by example 100%. A rare find in this world.

Also, anyone was free to leave at any point in time. Never ever was there any pressure or enforcement to volunteer. In fact, it was us who approached Sree Maa Shri Ji and asked if we could be involved.

Fake volunteers with vicious agendas

Have always done my best to come from a place of authenticity, honesty and integrity.  Of course, i am not perfect, had and have my ego shades, and have made my mistakes, letting the doer step in on occasion. But i have been willing to look at that, learn and grow from it.

Two of the FiTs in the group, Dallia/Ipigenie Amoutzias and Irene/Joy/Tzu-Ling Kuo, behaved differently and never changed their ways. Interestingly, these two are now the ones who are now crying wolf and claim they have done so much for Kosmic Fusion but are now slinging mud at Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Let’s look at the facts.   
Iphigenie/Dallia was given a group of 25-30 volunteers/FiTS and Pulsars (people who have attended to revolutionary Awakenin Transformation workshop) to work with in New Zealand. End result where Iphigenie/Dallia was the representative: EVERYONE has left but 1 FiT is remaining (though Dallia tried her very best to get Nandini out). She made sure everyone else left. What has come out is shocking. She was spreading lies about Kosmic Fusion and doubts about Sree Maa Shri Ji at the gatherings. She made sure volunteers were pitted against each other and started to argue and fight. What kind of volunteering is this??? Iphigenie herself afterwards confessed that her mission was to destroy Kosmic Fusion.

Let’s look at what happened in Sydney where Tzu-Ling/Irene/Joy had forcefully taken the lead and was the representative of Kosmic Fusion. Same result: most people left! 
Why you may wonder? Irene always wanted to be in control, her bossy behaviour did not go down very well with most people, she was also putting others down so they left. Tzu-Ling/Joy tried so hard, so much effort was put in, many expos and festivals Irene attended, but she wasn’t able to have success as she forgot the one golden rule: step back and let the QVSWPP step in.
But her actions were more sinister, she not only started to promote Kosmic Fusion but her own business Holistic Freedom, putting up banner with a big photo of herself and Hanuman whom she had carefully groomed, she siphoned out data from Kosmic Fusion and approached these contacts for her own business, she falsely claimed to be a Facilitator of Kosmic Fusion and the list goes on and on.

Genuineness and growth

Now let’s look at what is happening in other regions where genuine volunteers where humbly offering their time. There the number of Pulsars and people involved with Kosmic Fusion grew! In the Netherlands, i had the great honour to witness how word of mouth just brought people in. Did not have to do anything as i knew it was not me doing anything: the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse knows, Bhagwan knows and without the Will of Bhagwan not even a leaf can move. Have no words to express how humbling it is to be able to witness something so Great and Magnanimous.

What happens when you ask questions to fake volunteers?

The kind of ‘volunteering’ two of the FiTs offered was anything but volunteering. Irene/Joy was driven by her selfish motive of money and fame and Dallia/Iphigenie was hellbent on destruction. The results speak for themselves. Both were set on having the control. Now that their true motive and face is out, instead of chosing to reflect and change, they are running a smear campaign – and yes this is what narcissists do. Could not have summed it up better than this:



Feel strongly to bring out the Truth as while remaining silent will only enable this kind of people who unfortunately roam in every walk of life including spiritual circles and Satsangs. 




One final note. Now, Irene/Joy is now claiming that Kosmic Fusion cost her $100,000 in time, money and the loss of income from quitting her job as a university librarian to volunteer full-time. Really, what can one say???!!! This in itself proves that she wasn’t there to volunteer but only had money on her mind. Nobody asked her to volunteer or to quit her job. She was and is driven by greed – one of the key inner enemies that people are struggling with on this planet. She has been given so much Grace and support by Sree Maa Shri Ji to overcome this but chose not to. That is the thing with Grace, it is given unconditionally, but are you ready to receive it?

P.S. Am only sharing my experiences so that it may be of benefit to those going through similar situations. It took me a while to wake up and smell the coffee, hope it won't take others this long. 






Monday, 20 August 2018

Beyond the mask

When i recently watch the video testimonials from 2013 that we had given after one of the workshops in Sydney, something struck me. While everyone is humbled and grateful to be so deeply touched by the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse and forever indebted to Sree Maa Shri Ji, Irene talks about how she has become an instant healer…. It’s all about her and her healing powers now that she is emitting the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Where is the non-doer? Where is the homage to Sree Maa Shri Ji, living embodiment of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, The Supreme Grace lighting up the path of liberation for the True Soul? These are the signs that can make one aware of who you are sharing the space with... Does it scream me me me or is there a sense of humilty, gratitude and awe. 


Tzu-Ling Kuo/Joy/Irene’s testimonial: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wqjUI_CudA
See other’s testimonials via: https://www.youtube.com/user/kosmicfusion/videos


The mask falls off - it must in the Presence of Absolute Truth

After Irene's true face came out, we all had a good look at all her promotional materials online and offline and it was a shocker to see how she has consistently stolen Kosmic Fusion Intellectual Property. All her materials glorify herself and minimize Sree Maa Shri Ji without whom the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave would not even be in our lives. She falsely portrays herself as Facilitator of Kosmic Fusion and even gave an interview without permission, using everything the way she wanted for her own selfish motives of attracting ‘clients’ as she called them.


Interestingly, she had made a big scene about two others FiTs in Sydney printing a brochure about Bhakti Bhaav without permission from Sree Maa Shri Ji but forgot to mention what all she was doing behind everyone’s back. As long as everyone’s eyes would be focused on somebody else, no one would clue on to what Irene was doing behind the scenes. Narcissists love creating smokes and mirrors and project their wrong doings onto others.




Nearly fell of my chair when i saw one of the documents Irene had written, well plagiarized really, she had called it 77 benefits of Holistic Freedom (the name of her business). She had copy pasted some text from a website and then inserted Quantum Vortex at her will, even adding her own business name in front of Quantum Vortex, using and abusing the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse anyhow she likes. Such disrespect to Sree Maa Shri Ji and this most sacred and benevolent Mother of Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations.  

Her masks finally started to crack during the Reunion held in July 2017. This was organized by the FiTs to come together to honestly look at what each one had contributed to the FiT Programme and to get closure. At one point she pulled me aside and started to fill my ears about others.
 i did not like that as we are here to look at our own shades not to judge others. While there was an open and honest discussion going on, Irene would disrupt the flow and point fingers at Hanuman, the very seem person whom she had been using and abusing for over 5 years. While everyone was sincerely filling out the questionnaires put together by a few of us to help us reflect, she excused herself and did not want to fill it out. Now we know, she had a lot to hide… 





Embraced by boundless Grace

Sree Maa Shri Ji are the most Kind, Loving and Gracious you will ever come across and believe in the potential of the Absolute in everyone. Sree Maa Shri Ji do not judge anyone, so all types are welcome to join. All the support, all the Love, Grace and Guidance has been given to each and everyone one of the FiT to overcome their issues and move into the non-doer and their higher potential. In fact, Sree Maa has given over and beyond of what is humanly possible. There is no doubt in my heart and mind about the Greatness of Sree Maa Shri Ji, though my mind is not able to fully fathom someone so boundless and unconditionally loving. The entire world says #nocontact with narcissists, but Sree Maa has such a big heart and embraces everyone unconditionally and without any judgement so that radical healing can take place. Please read the mind-blowing blogs of Nandini and Jeeya as they let Sree Maa’s Supreme Grace touch them and help them transform.

Sree Maa Shri Ji, living embodiment of Supreme Grace and Compassion, sharing the most benevolent Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse unconditionally with all 24/7. It is Sree Maa's ekantik Bhakti to the Supreme holder of the Shunya Bindu, Bhagwan Swaminarayan that we receive as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. 


P.S.
Only sharing my experiences so that it may be helpful to others in my situation



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