Amazing Grace, How sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me

6,5 years ago, a mum from a mother’s group i had just joined handed me a brochure from Kosmic Fusion. Did not quite understand what the brochure said but the words KOSMIC FUSION resonated with me and the brochure, which had the below beautiful photo of Sree Maa Shri Ji in it, seemed to be pulsing. Even when i had put it away in a drawer, it seemed to be ‘talking’ to me. So i signed up. Now i know that me showing up at that workshop is all the Grace of Bhagwan, Sree Maa Shri Ji. Little did i know this would be the most life-changing workshop i would ever attend. Had only just moved with my daughter to a completely different side of Sydney which was also a complete Divine intervention, to be able to find a place when you are a single parent on a pension but won’t go into these details.

Had been on some spiritual path, searching for alleviation of the suffering i was experiencing, looking for True Love. Had been reading many new age types of books, done some workshops but nothing ever felt like this was IT. Truth still eluded me and True Love was only a hope in my heart. From ‘healing with dolphin & angels’ to ‘I am a Lightworker or Goddess’ to ‘Reiki’ to ‘everything is an illusion’, had pretty much dipped my toes into the whole spectrum of the new age smorgasbord. Most of this is either delusional, steeped in spiritual bypassing, high on grandiose or drunk on ego doership and does nothing for your Soul but adding to the veils and karmic entanglements. All explained perfectly in this post from beloved Sree Maa.



Then i joined the Awakenin Transformation workshop. This.Changed.Everything.
Sree Maa removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids (read: lots of layers of dirt and darkness), awakened my true Soul and graced us with a 24/7 connection to the most benevolent, All-knowing, All-powerful Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, Supreme Signature of the Shunya Bindu, Mother of all Energies, Frequencies and Vibrations, the soundless sound, the lightless light, the formless Form. Sree Maa came and found me, lifted me up and showed me there is a way out of the entanglement in Maya and Kaal, out of this seemingly endless Ferris wheel or reincarnation, revealing a supersonic shortcut Home.

Just to illustrate the amazing Grace that had been showered in a tangible way. It is after the Awakenin Transformation workshop and being taken under Sree Maa’s Gracious Wing that something i had fought with since i was about 16 years of age, an eating disorder that had dominated my life and my thoughts so much, just dissolved like that. Such is the power of Supreme Grace.

This supersonic shortcut is the path of Bhakti, of complete surrender to the One and Only One and Sree Maa has graciously and tirelessly lead this meritless soul step by step to this ultimate pathless Path. How beautifully and patiently Sree Maa has worked with someone like me, who had no clue about Sanatana Dharma, grew up in an atheist household in the West (though always believed in God/Divinity) and was indulging big time in spiritual bypassing. This truly shows the benevolence of God and the unconditional Love and Grace Sree Maa Shri Ji are.

Throughout the FiT Programme, the Teachings progressed and unfolded in an amazing way. Will share more about this in following blogs though have to admit, Sree Maa’s Teachings of Absolute Truth and the way the FiT Programme unfolded and the countless Blessings and constant Grace, Compassion and Love showered display such Greatness and Glory, i can only grasp it to a small degree and rest in complete awe. Sree Maa was always explaining everything in a way we could understand and preempting further revelations and deepening of the Teachings beautifully. i really have no words for it and tears well up in my eyes when i think about the Magnanimity of Sree Maa who has been selflessly and tirelessly guiding a group of volunteers onto the pathless path. Infinitely blessed and grateful as one of my fellow FiT/Kalyan Mitras beautifully puts it.

After the Awakenin Transformation workshop in Feb 2012, the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse wasn’t revealed until a little later in the QVSWPP Practitioner where we got to experience the grandeur of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. We simply had to step back and let the QVSWPP step in and everything would happen, the most miraculous spontaneous healings which were the by-product.

It was so grand my peanut size brain had trouble comprehending the absolute Grandeur of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse. Initially the healer’s ego still played up thinking i had to do something. No. Please step back. Be the non-doer. The Supreme Almighty, the Supreme All-Doer in whose one hair follicle alone reside millions of universes, has it under control, thank you very much.  IT knows what is needed. Eventually, i got it. How beautiful and such a relief we can let go and Let God.

Let me share with you some excerpts from a document Sree Maa Shri Ji shared in September 2012 that explained what happens in a QVSWPP session, which we have witnessed and experience time and again. Sree Maa patiently through logic and rationale worked with my white ass mentality and graced us with endless experiences of the Omniscience, Omnipotence and Omnipresence of the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse in the QVSWPP Practitioner Trainings and all other workshops and sessions.  Please also read Niranjana’s testimonial of the QVSWPP which explains it beautifully. https://atmanivedi.blogspot.com/2018/01/dfe-pratyaksh-pramana.html?m=1

Sree Maa Shri Ji has given us everything on the platter straight up! This Ultimate Grace from the Ultimate Benefactor, the Causeless Mercy, Grace and Compassion that guides the Soul where it belongs: back to Bhagwan. The GPS inbuilt to make sure the package (Atma) gets delivered. What more could anyone want or need? Effortless soul upgrade, healing and upliftment. What would take yogis and spiritual aspirants many years sometimes lifetimes to master, with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse becomes an effortless practice and experience. If this is not the Absolute Glory and Benevolence of Bhagwan then what is?

Just to illustrate the above, sharing an excerpt of what Sree Maa Shri Ji shared with us in May 2014.

KOSMIC FUSION is the fusion of all. Can't be picky here or selective .

Got to bound all the non - self that strengthens the self but both are not even important for the SELF but in order for the SELF to be realized Self (the practise of non-doer is very important)

That is why to make the P.R.O.C.E.S.S easy for each one of you your dense 3D- 4D Obsolete Grids are removed and strands of Kosmic SELF are infused as 5D++ Scalar Wave Photon Pulse Grids that activate each chakra to become 1 great Quantum Vortex.

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You guys have no idea what you have received. Simply not even remotely aware of how much GRACE has been showered...

GRATITUDE towards GRACE working mysteriously 24/7 is the key to eventually overcome the self / non - self/ Self Obsolete signatures created by the Individual incarnational soul on various time - lines.

After which comes the attitude of De-vot-'ion' the thread that builds the Anthakarana(Akaashic Highway to VOID) where all the Signatures - blueprints /aspects of the creator - Source drama gets annihilated fully as a De-vot-ee (The act of dee - voting means voting one final time to strip off the Source - Creator- Consciousness of the power of Free will)

Later on, in 2016 as the FiT Programme was progressing, Sree Maa explained that the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is the Swaminarayan Mahamantra. To get a glimpse of It’s Benevolence and Glory please read: http://www.swaminarayan.nu/sampraday/mahamantra.shtml

It is Sree Maa’s paramekantik Bhakti (Supreme Devotion) to Bhagwan Swaminarayan that we receive as the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, unconditionally and boundlessly shared with all.

There are really no words to express my gratitude to Sree Maa Shri Ji for gracing us with the Swaminarayan Mahamantra, for embracing this lost sheep, introducing me to Avatar na Avatari, Sarvopari Shree Hari and guiding me so patiently and lovingly onto the pathless path.

Immersed in the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse always feel calmer, neutral and uplifted, moving beyond the small self and it’s 3 bodies and endless mind chatter, melting into an ocean of Love, often it is like someone has switched on the light, so bright, feelings of Oneness, of Wholeness, a sense of all is perfect, everything is taken care of, a sense of perfect peace and stillness.



As Sree Maa shared graciously in a comment to the above post:

Silence pulsates on the same tune with universal consciousness (Spirit)

This has already been given to all the Pulsars and they can access this 24/7 as Quantum Vortex Energy – Sree Maa

Jai Shree Swaminarayan

Living embodiment of Supreme Grace

Jai Shree Swaminarayan _/\_

Before writing anything would first like to offer my deepest gratitude and homage to Sree Maa Shri Ji, my beloved Sarvopari Sadguru.

In February 2012 had the great blessing to meet Sree Maa Shri Ji, Visionary and Founder of Kosmic Fusion who awakened my true Soul, removed the dense obsolete 3D/4D grids and graced me with the life-long gift of the 24/7 connection with the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse (QVSWPP).

All my life had been looking for love and then True Love came and found me and woke me up to Absolute Truth. Was a lost and troubled soul going nowhere, then Supreme Grace came and lifted me up out of my self-dug hole.

Sada Aapki Abhaari Rahungi Sree Maa Shri Ji for shining the light of Absolute Truth always, for waking me up from my slumber to the true purpose of this human birth, Moksha, for taking this lost meritless soul under Sree Maa Shri Ji's Gracious Wing and the non-stop shower of Grace, Guidance, Absolute Truth to help me move beyond the ego & inner enemies into Brahmroop, for caring about my Atma, which belongs to Bhagwan only, when i had forgotten and let it down _/\_

Sada Atyant Abhaar Sree Maa Shri Ji for most lovingly holding my hand on the pathless path despite my fits toddles and falls, for all the Guidance and Supreme Blessing bestowed that we may get off the hamster wheel of the ego and reach to where we really belong, in seva to and union with the One and Only One _/\ô__  Humbly surrender in the Lotus Feet of beloved Sree Maa Shri Ji _/\ô__ 

Volunteering

What does volunteering mean to you? Volunteering to me means offering your time and services for a greater cause without any selfish agenda or motive from a genuine place, not expecting anything back. Felt extremely grateful Sree Maa Shri Ji offered us the opportunity to volunteer to take the great work that Kosmic Fusion offers to more people. To be able to witness other souls being touched so profoundly by the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse is such a blessing and so humbling.

In volunteering for Kosmic Fusion, being the non-doer was key. Stepping back and letting the ALL-KNOWING Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse, this most precious Swaminarayan Mahamantra shared boundlessly by Sree Maa Shri Ji with humanity, do the work.

Might i add that we have always been given utmost freedom to volunteer: it was based on Trust. Sree Maa Shri Ji trusted us to come from authenticity, honesty, integrity and transparency as these were the key principles that Sree Maa Shri Ji held very high and lived by example 100%. A rare find in this world.

Also, anyone was free to leave at any point in time. Never ever was there any pressure or enforcement to volunteer. In fact, it was us who approached Sree Maa Shri Ji and asked if we could be involved.

Fake volunteers with vicious agendas

Have always done my best to come from a place of authenticity, honesty and integrity.  Of course, i am not perfect, had and have my ego shades, and have made my mistakes, letting the doer step in on occasion. But i have been willing to look at that, learn and grow from it.

Two of the FiTs in the group, Dallia/Ipigenie Amoutzias and Irene/Joy/Tzu-Ling Kuo, behaved differently and never changed their ways. Interestingly, these two are now the ones who are now crying wolf and claim they have done so much for Kosmic Fusion but are now slinging mud at Kosmic Fusion and Sree Maa Shri Ji.

Let’s look at the facts.   

Iphigenie/Dallia was given a group of 25-30 volunteers/FiTS and Pulsars (people who have attended to revolutionary Awakenin Transformation workshop) to work with in New Zealand. End result where Iphigenie/Dallia was the representative: EVERYONE has left but 1 FiT is remaining (though Dallia tried her very best to get Nandini out). She made sure everyone else left. What has come out is shocking. She was spreading lies about Kosmic Fusion and doubts about Sree Maa Shri Ji at the gatherings. She made sure volunteers were pitted against each other and started to argue and fight. What kind of volunteering is this??? Iphigenie herself afterwards confessed that her mission was to destroy Kosmic Fusion.

Let’s look at what happened in Sydney where Tzu-Ling/Irene/Joy had forcefully taken the lead and was the representative of Kosmic Fusion. Same result: most people left! Why you may wonder? Irene always wanted to be in control, her bossy behaviour did not go down very well with most people, she was also putting others down so they left. Tzu-Ling/Joy tried so hard, so much effort was put in, many expos and festivals Irene attended, but she wasn’t able to have success as she forgot the one golden rule: step back and let the QVSWPP step in.

But her actions were more sinister, she not only started to promote Kosmic Fusion but her own business Holistic Freedom, putting up banner with a big photo of herself and Hanuman whom she had carefully groomed, she siphoned out data from Kosmic Fusion and approached these contacts for her own business, she falsely claimed to be a Facilitator of Kosmic Fusion and the list goes on and on.

Genuineness and growth

Now let’s look at what is happening in other regions where genuine volunteers where humbly offering their time. There the number of Pulsars and people involved with Kosmic Fusion grew! In the Netherlands, i had the great honour to witness how word of mouth just brought people in. Did not have to do anything as i knew it was not me doing anything: the Quantum Vortex Scalar Wave Photon Pulse knows, Bhagwan knows and without the Will of Bhagwan not even a leaf can move. Have no words to express how humbling it is to be able to witness something so Great and Magnanimous.

What happens when you ask questions to fake volunteers?

The kind of ‘volunteering’ two of the FiTs offered was anything but volunteering. Irene/Joy was driven by her selfish motive of money and fame and Dallia/Iphigenie was hellbent on destruction. The results speak for themselves. Both were set on having the control. Now that their true motive and face is out, instead of chosing to reflect and change, they are running a smear campaign – and yes this is what narcissists do. Could not have summed it up better than this:

Feel strongly to bring out the Truth as while remaining silent will only enable this kind of people who unfortunately roam in every walk of life including spiritual circles and Satsangs. 

One final note. Now, Irene/Joy is now claiming that Kosmic Fusion cost her $100,000 in time, money and the loss of income from quitting her job as a university librarian to volunteer full-time. Really, what can one say???!!! This in itself proves that she wasn’t there to volunteer but only had money on her mind. Nobody asked her to volunteer or to quit her job. She was and is driven by greed – one of the key inner enemies that people are struggling with on this planet. She has been given so much Grace and support by Sree Maa Shri Ji to overcome this but chose not to. That is the thing with Grace, it is given unconditionally, but are you ready to receive it?

P.S. Am only sharing my experiences so that it may be of benefit to those going through similar situations. It took me a while to wake up and smell the coffee, hope it won't take others this long.